Sunday, August 30, 2009
Don’t throw your heart away because you’re gonna get it thrown right back at you, twice as hard, and you’re going to miss it, and it’s going to fall and hit the ground and break into a million pieces.
i know i sound so freaking repetitive. but i can't help it right now. i hate playing the friend. i don't want to sit around while you parade your latest squeeze. am i selfish to ask for your time? i don't even want for you, because i never want to put you in a spot and i just want to see you happy.
how much does this suck. to adore someone who doesn't want you. for you not to know, so that i can happily remain in the picture. i'm not asking for the skies, i just want to be here for you.
there's no escaping. it's too late. i've fallen.
i know i sound so freaking repetitive. but i can't help it right now. i hate playing the friend. i don't want to sit around while you parade your latest squeeze. am i selfish to ask for your time? i don't even want for you, because i never want to put you in a spot and i just want to see you happy.
how much does this suck. to adore someone who doesn't want you. for you not to know, so that i can happily remain in the picture. i'm not asking for the skies, i just want to be here for you.
there's no escaping. it's too late. i've fallen.
what we could have been, 4:50 am.
